love do not need to wait any longer

 Until much later, in Yang's memories, there is still always liked that body sideways to follow the boy who learns her shadow, light, has a yellow background. Such scenarios often emerge in my mind when the heart is always warm.

Yang was thinking, if that time did not meet him like now? If no to strangers, and then knowing each other, then things in the end it will develop into what it?

juvenile time, will be happy or sad? Or it would be a new life?

Yang do not know.

2006 in the spring, I am holding a suitcase, embark on a long train, leaving 17 years of my life, home, and came to Guangzhou.

If all able to escape, I would certainly choose to avoid.

arrived in Guangzhou, my uncle stays at home, living off others feel, not very good, I try to want to become in their own imagination,UGG shoes, but, no matter how I do it, they all told me dissatisfaction had no interest in life, become more rigid.

So, I began to miss him, and I thought that with the same month a constellation, the same birthday person.

I think, if I like him, it is not equal to love myself? But I like him? Really like him?

Gv, wrote to him, I said: The poplar tree, the wind blows, Raining Cats and the ring. the sun cracking crackling and pops the photos in our face, smile, was so kind and innocent ... ... , stuffed into envelopes, dropped into the mailbox, I stopped for the mail side, a long time did not move: ,Four years ago]

My name is Yang, entered high school, met a boy, called the course, we have registered in a classroom called the year, along with reading, writing together.

poplar tree in front of the classroom, summer, cool and would have covered the whole room, the wind blows, the leaves Raining Cats and the ring.

However, sitting in front of me, he always turned to study with me, or are playing, when the class is no exception, the teacher told him to sit,UGG boots, he refused to listen to a only the arm on his desk, out into the back of another on my desk.

He always likes to be against me, whenever we discuss the issue was incredibly hard, see stars, he also refused to tyrants off, always make me upset him by force of arms on the table get up, be considered over. Then we both laughed together, Oh Hehedexiao, I said: you look good laugh, twinkling eyes, glowing miles. He turned his head and did not speak, his head buried in books, his mouth and then called me a vague manner. He is shy, so I laugh even louder.

one occasion, he and I as the dispute over a red rope, each of us were holding hands at one end, wants to hand taken away from each other. So, you pull me pull back and forth, pulling. Next to a guy that laughs us that we pull the red line. We also think of what at the same time release, face flushed red. The boy smiled more powerful. Later, I was thinking, perhaps, from that moment on, God, to arrange our fate ... ...

that time, the sun will always land on every corner shone bright light. Life is like a big flower big flower of the cotton candy, sweet and pleasant.

time, I never thought, if the day of the naughty boys who called However, no longer appear in my life, then how can I do.

So, when I realized that my life has missed him, it was too late.

class readjust position, he and the class that were the best girls, Li, sitting together, I suddenly unrest, a natural perspective to me, I understand, since then, However, not on my side, my heart suddenly empty ache, how to do, how do I become a man!

suddenly my life does not change that order, the purpose of my bewildered look on the desktop a mess of things that do not know what to do. I got this book to drop the habit of the man in front of me and told him of course, come join us in reading, but the front man back to the ferocious stare at me, saying that you crazy ah.

I slowly sat down, this is how I am, I was not sick? I'm not looking at you left? However, how can you go?

I looked up and look around, it seems, have not seen a picture of an unfamiliar face that scares me. I discovered that, during the year, besides him, who have not noticed.

He told me his birthday, say, I very surprised because he said the figures came out, actually, and the date of full compliance with my birthday! I think if, if I like him, it is not equal to, like my own it? But I like him?

I carefully Paoqu Wen Li: Listen, I have died laughing. laughter, tears were streaming down.

I think I should congratulate him.

class, I find the course, he stood under the poplar tree, I said to him: into the same table, of course, got better grades Moreover, he could never suffer me not to play, is not it? This should be good for you thing, right? Oh. around his feet on the ground around the painting, head down, said: brilliant at that time. This feeling is very real is real, but fleeting.

classroom poplar tree next to the sun standing still wore a, mottled light and shade under the tree according to a pass in each of us.

wind up, had a quiet world in the eyes of more than a crackling sound.

[really, is that right]

the first two days, I like a changed man, wandering alone at the end of the corridor, where a laboratory at night, when, where dark, very few people go. I often stopped for there, hanging in the trees that looked round the moon, thinking about things, how this plays out.

Yes, however like the best girls of that - Li. This is something everyone knows.

but others know that I like then.

Dafan he would help her, help her wash the dishes, help her to do everything he can help her. High profile, has reached a degree of subservience.

because he can read my eyes, he knows I like him, so he passed me the time will always be very contemptuous look at me, then raised his head high, from my step across the front, then walked in front of her, Wenhanwennuan, every possible way.

I'm going crazy, maybe not because of love, but jealousy. I'm crazy for doing all the things with his opposition,Bailey UGG boots, I will look back at the past fiercely, and then pretend to not care,cheap UGG boots, and even laughed triumphantly. I am sorry for the powerful, but I never looked down, I let him know, I, Yang, do not care what he, is not!

but I more so, he was more in front of me, arrogant mess.

how he treated me, I gave him on how to retaliate. We are happy he's playing this is not such a game. We are like two hedgehogs, have to try my hardest stab each other mercilessly, fresh bloody good strike will give up the hedgehog.

I do not know, in the end is what makes our water and fire does not melt, is it that we discard a valuable friendship, and the choice of the injury. Why in the end, things may become so.

I think, well forget, perhaps, silence, things will get better.

So I became silent and become lonely, I do not, and anything to do, do not joke with anyone. If my silence makes you better let me have it, I prefer to lose themselves. But I know, I'm just trying to avoid, perhaps to escape, really resolve anything. But the fate of

still refuses to give up good strike.

on that day, I was finally provoked him.

I looked at the dilapidated state of the book, the book you want to find a roll of sticky tape is good, then just take this time to tape Li is also available. However, a parabola with a beautiful spread the tape in the hands of Li. My mind and started a strong ideological struggle, how to do, face to face or not, if you really want to resolve the case, it would have to choose to face. At this time, Li has been used back to him. I'm undecided, then went in front, I humbly asked him:

his provocative look at me, eyes with endless contempt. My anger rose up suddenly, the fire burnt! I ran like crazy girl there, snatched the tape from her hands, Cha Cha to pull up.



then froze there, he looked at me and put the paper tape, mercilessly thrown out the window.

I knelt to head buried in his arms crying.

Now we really have to choose to hurt each other, why in the beginning to understand each other?

[really wrong to]

I picked up the pen to write to him, I lost all self-esteem, all the modesty, write to him. I admit, I lost me and his battle, I lose anything, even lose the self-esteem as well.

I said: it? just to prove to me you simply dismiss it? However, I admit, I like you, I miss the past, we are very happy very happy day, but this wrong? Why do you have to severely hurt me? Why then? Then the bell rang, the teacher came in, the teacher walked over to him when he was watching. Then again, I watched the paper, into the teacher's pocket ... ...

school, I was wailing in the teachers office. However, and I, along with the teacher standing in front of my adorable teacher said to me: br> I cried and said: , then believe me once, okay? I actually feel relieved for a, I suddenly understood something. In the classroom, I hand out: He said:

some things, maybe not the best. Who can be at that time understand?

month later, then transfer the. Why would transfer, and who do not know.

perhaps, because me, if not because of my letter, because my impulse, he may not leave.

he had gone I still like before a meal, a man walking, in fact, I still miss him more than the concern of friends, or more than a little bit. I would like to know how kind he had, for the unfamiliar environment, is not fairly adapted, if possible, he will not go, because, who do not like strangers. However, he was gone.

I often sit at the back of the classroom to the corner that no one, listening to Adu's Mottled sunlight outside the window, have switched direction, it can no longer see my photos.

until one day, Li told me that, then send her a letter, however, said the results should be as good as her, to obtain the same high school with her.

I see, all I see. The original, the original, I've been an extra, I already knew, but I just do not want to admit, but I have all the previously existing fantasy, are in this moment, ashes, dust that is not stay. I thought he liked me a little way, but in contact with Li before we no longer remember me. Because Li had told me that his desk had inscribed with my name. I thought, I present the facts, not true, it is only God, playing with me, so the game was over, he still had his, I still I am. But, but all of this, have been ruthlessly overthrown confirmed, his favorite has always been her. But, I have been cheated in their own Bale.

I said to myself: moment, I decided to really go to forget about him.

after a long, I have become lively and cheerful as before, and every time someone mentioned the person who called However, I think, I do not have any feeling.

Young leaves every now and then, whether the season or cold desolately night, I, will no longer think of him.

[why is it so]

Two years later, my life calm water, I did not really think of him again. Even the thought of him occasionally, I would gently smile, thing of the past, will always be the past.

However, on an autumn afternoon, a strange telephone call to my home, I picked up the phone heard him say: never knew about any of his whereabouts, and I, but also impossible to know a place where he lives, I do not know how he found me.

he stood before me, tall, mature, and a look of grinning: put a lot of blowing from the ear, every hair in dancing. Oh the laughs I have a very happy and full of fun things I have, like never been before. Do not know what it is. He said: He laughed a good look good looking, his eyes twinkling, but also glowing. He said to me: From that time, months passed before I heard his voice.

he is call us. In the case says a lot of boredom, he said he would like to ask me one thing. I said, okay, you ask it. He said: Road. I really want to cry out loud, I want to question him, why, why do you only say such a thing, you think, I am a doll it? I know you never liked me, why now ask such words! I do not need sympathy, no pity!

However, I did not say, say it, break his heart, it hurt my heart.

I said, not if, everything is a foregone conclusion, Moreover, we never could go back and thing of the past, I would remember. We are still a student, I do not want to because if the word destroyed our lives. Do you understand?

Why is this so, then, why do you say now? But it's too late Yeah. A sudden overflow of the tears his eyes, I reached out, put it Shidiao.

[love, why can not I say? ]

Fact, I know what he was thinking. Because I know him too, even after three years of the time, I believe he still has not changed. Between us there is a red rope that is connected to. Later, as he and I met two great coincidence, as evidenced by me and he was so so nice ring.

I have met him at the roadside, he said he was looking for a classmate called courage. I said to you, but you and he did not much familiar with the ah. He Hehedixiao and said, look for him to be false. That is why I say to that? He said come to you. He was still laughing, people really felt what he said was a joke. I smiled. I say it? Ha ha.

But I know, I know what he said was true, he was always the case, some truth with some very serious tone to say, people always think that what he said was false. I never care what he says, he does.

I also know that his hand every winter will be cracking; his eyes, the wind blows it will shed tears; he was shy when the face is not red, it will be red ears. I used to always laugh that he would like this; he fragile, but always pretended to be very strong or indifference, in fact, I know his heart, how sad; he was very naughty, some small childish; he was very stubborn, Some things, he will recklessly in the end, will not easily give up; he always sacrifice themselves the sake of others. Although people do not always brought him good intentions.

crack instant memory box, all the things about him, rushing like the movies play in front of me turn.

I knew I was never really forgotten. Maybe I am the person, from beginning to end is a torch has been given a free hand when he does not think he is like me. But then I learned that four years ago, I feel correctly, that time, he really liked me, but he did not understand, until I decided to pull off with him when he discovered that the original heart share the feelings of the innocent heroine, not the Li, but that day will only be tearing his girl - Yang.

Since that I came out of the teacher's office when I did not expect something to happen again with him, they would never think that one day, he told me with his actions, he also like me. But I know, there is also mixed with a little bit on the previous apology. I do not know what made him think of me again, but I know, I beginning to end, do not forget him. I just remember letters in the heart, forcing myself not to think of him. But when he again stood before me once again shouted my name, my heart it has a thick layer of dust off the memory, again gently opened. But I think, a few years ago, I have promised to the teacher, we are just friends, we are now, it should still be friends.

I can not use the pen to express mixed feelings in my heart. It evolved into this, nobody can predict. Although he never said anything about Because of his earnest, with other people are different. But I pretended not to know, pretending to only when he is a friend, I dare not let himself close to his heart, close to any thing about him, even if they warm my heart yearning. I want to tell him, really, I like you. But I do know everything, too late.

I was immersed in sorrow, not knowing how to do.

mother said: of course I will choose to avoid.

the train, I'm vomiting. I'm in good health has always been on the motion sickness no fate, but this is very exceptional. I feel faint, this year, will be not so smooth.

Two months later, everything is confirmed I expected. Disappointments of life, the people I have fallen into a substance called lonely. I do not have friends, no one to talk to people, and an uncle, everyone can hear me. Habits of different layers of the gap created. Return to all my passion, are sarcastic. I wanted to laugh, but I could not find me laugh. I do not know how long I can insist, perhaps every second, I have the potential to collapse.

I do not laugh, do not speak, down the elevator in the elevator and as I imagine the bear alone.

I finally wrote to him in a few days before my birthday.

I said: a sad look, which was moved it? However, a few years ago, if not because of my presence destroyed the peaceful life we had. perhaps all, are not like this, right now? > April 18, my birthday is your birthday.

[Rene: the end of Things Past]

Rene Liu in the song sings: I wonder, I'm still trying to wait; heart, from the familiar to the strange, the dream, but also repeatedly doing. love, why can not I say? distance you also, and I like the love waiting for ... ... with Yang, all do not blame you, I go, the parents already arranged. We are, all set number. is doomed ... ... looked at me and written down stroke by stroke,

fast I pick up the phone, dial that back a thousand times in mind the number of million times, I want to tell him: I understand, I will not mind any of the things. I loudly said to him: Really, I love you!

how I so stupid, foolish enough to think that a miracle has nothing to do with me forever. Foolish enough to think that the past will always be the last, I thought, I was a lonely man, but there are so many people waiting for me, love me. A miracle happened, it was like fireworks, like the beautiful blossoming, but I believe it will never disappear. I will cherish it in my heart, will never forget.

talked over the phone, he gently said to me:
love, have left traces, you have engraved in my heart, why the sudden cessation of the wind? The miracle of you and I have been blooming. Heart, from the strange to the familiar; dream has been realized. Love, why not cried out? The distance you, does it like me waiting for?

But now, love do not need to wait any longer. No added