Wednesday, January 5, 2011

I really do not live interesting

 Originally set in June will go to buy a car, not a luxury cars to a more than forty thousand of the Big Dipper STD. All down to a little over fifty thousand. It is also a few months to work for this goal was, as the days is approaching, and my heart more and more panic, fear of other things will happen delayed the plan. When the first few months at home after the final decision, will sponsor me 2 million dollars, a wife said it would give ten thousand. Now the day is coming, I become increasingly heavy, and my heart more and more depressed. Yesterday I called my mom and my dad said to my dad the money ready, and I recently bought. This morning, I asked Dad , as if do not like to. I wonder comparison was that good, why always like this, I was comparing angry! But that, after all, my dad, I can not say anything, always advised me a few years buy a few years promise to how, complimentary car country would it? love my life afraid of things is the car, and brother bought a stage floor, I'm not jealous, not envious, because my definition, the ideal life is not like that, I do not want to say good life for two decades, all of the loan. For me, not worth, I do not like every day owe degree days too.
and daughter relationship is pretty well say now, but still do not know how to open and she raised the money, very painful. or not understanding, I have guessed the N species and she finished, she The attitude will be shown. Although a couple, but in consumer perceptions and attitudes of the world is not the same. Well, really quite daunting. I can not imagine if I did not buy the car in June, what will become of me work will continue to do it? already done enough, if a car and had to borrow some money, then this account will become the driving force of my work. I do not know if I did not buy a car, and I save how the money will be spent, not saved the money is also quite easy, save for a car, and I did not save any money. If you do not buy, I will not spend one day all this money? I do not know If no car, I feel I do not need to live anymore, my life has no goal, I resent people who promised not to deliver, even if this person is my family, my parents.
when I bought When digital cameras, including many relatives and friends said there was no use, I do not think this thing is useless. you think about it, the original a few years ago, or ten years ago, said to install the phone useless useless But now mobile phones are popular, and really did not use it? but you could not bear to spend the money. always thinking of someone else's, not his home phone, go hit neighbors, many people are thinking. camera the same, anyway, they know there is a person on the line, some chanting, used to borrow, you know do not know you're not willing to borrow, people are also purchased, and your relationship will take you Why not ? cars, too, if there are any sudden middle of the night time, need car, two in the morning you really have the heart to your friend or someone you know call up and give you a trip to What?
I do not know I do not understand. why this is so. I know, I also understand why this is so.
money, after all is money. and then the final analysis, the concept of people's consumption decisions. There are many things that The reason it exists. I do not want to and borrow something. paying the money to say, by how many people, but also has many, if things do, when you borrowed is new, but also back into the time is 0.99999 a new one. Why should people use you will pay for this? Who does not like his good.
Oh, really worry, want to live, live enough. The society is too disappointing, compared to those not afford school fees, eating rice, I can not afford to be very happy, if I always so than I even did not mean to live.

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