(1) healing
my college, let me heal!
have been opened more than a month, the relationship between me and steadily Ren, Ren the beauty of the big boys all on the x coveted, leaving for my arm when she walked on campus, walking In the tall plane trees, many envy and jealousy in the eyes of vanity I ever met, but sometimes I would like to Tsinghua campus, Liu Ke is the number of the men brought the shock? When I first arrived in Shanghai to buy a cell phone, while giving Ren bought one, easy to contact us. We seem to have lots to talk sweet talk, meet every day are still invisible in the little time I sent a text message! New life, new beginning, but I do not want to go home, because still can not face!
Chinese New Year is difficult to buy tickets! speak? I do not know if Liu Ke, and what she calls her face, huh, huh! Forget it!
first New Year in the South, I am a bit not used to southern winter cold, cold! Dormitory students had gone home, so Ren moved in with me! times got to take all without blinking an eye. a! Thirty in the evening I stroll along the Bund and Ren night, fireworks, lights, Huangpu River, Shanghai, the city that never sleeps! I received a strange message , fled in Shanghai!
New Year full of people on the street these days, I do not like crowded places, so hiding in the bedroom, reading, Internet! Ren went to her classmates home to play, and the rest is pretty comfortable I am! New Year, I did not even call home New Year, she is right, and I called home phone, and my heart has been ready to hear her long-lost voice, ah? you a brats, do not know the Chinese New Year New Year to Mum and Dad! it! Bund! Come back! a person of her own boring ah, had wanted to see you, have not seen the half of it! But you do not come back! do their own right now! the line, ... ... his mother, then there is no ah? sister to go home on weekends, free, free to come back ... ...? on the phone, I felt very bad, Mom and Dad still care about me, they do not show too much emotion in me, because I was a boy did not like Liu Ke need more love, I'm sorry my sister Now we feel even more sorry raise their parents, but who knows I have no face to go back ah!
spring, the beautiful season of my life, never forget.
, how kind your brother? living a seemingly calm, I call home more often than before, but never met her, spoken to, she did not give me send text messages, and her mother always asked me why I do not give my sister to play Telephone care about, I always say that they are too busy pushing, hastily hung up the phone. Maybe we should gradually withdraw from this world to each other, and perhaps she will find a true love, maybe ... ...
go again! Seven full for lunch, so the afternoon could run, I accompany a meal Ren political economy on the one, and then she went to see my game! Three p.m. start of the race, the two sides did not see the eyes light of friendship, before the opening fifteen minutes, the two sides have been picking up two yellow cards each, and the playground over the smoke, I'm forward, I'm the other half waiting for the Friends of the pass. The other two guards keeping a close eye me, the ball just fell onto my feet immediately around looting, arms and hands of the little trick the referee turned a blind eye, I have some running out of patience, and in their first N time off from me After the ball, I came to this theory, the referee, the referee is the information system of the junior seniors, over, the game interrupted. me, dragged me out of the crowd, , and so over it! beat Hell! I press the pressure of the fire continued to race, but I do not kind, petty Who would not?
field after a long pass, the ball stopped right-sided winger, and then looked at my position, pass! My chest stopping, turning, and when I go past a defender just shot near ready when the other guard kicked out, I tripped fell hard on the ground. noisy man rushes on, This is definitely a penalty, right? can,Discount UGG boots, okay? you look beautiful ugly! Liu ... ... Liu Ke appear face, her sweet smile at me, then suddenly her expression of pain, my ears ringing in her voice:
they carried me busy divvying up the clinic, the doctor checked for a long time could not understand how the matter in the end, the body except the head and arms, a slight scratch, other well, can, where you are not comfortable in the end? fracture ah! you still go to the hospital, do not delay! quick! I did a body check, the answer and just as there is no exception, a night under observation. , ears to hear the last sentence is That football game. appears to be true, not a dream, When your mother called you cell phone, I answered the phone, your mother said Liu Ke her in the hospital, and I hope you come home! , that allows you to go back! You said Liu Ke how fast is it? feet in the air ... ...
2) my sister went
Beijing, my long-lost city of Beijing in April has been recovering from the winter, the trees have grown green street, there are an hour I can see you, so I, Liu Ke!
jumped a taxi, I went to the third floor of the intensive care unit in one breath, the room was quiet only instrument does not have a smile and look past her eyes closed, even lost her oxygen mask breathing oxygen, she said she has white hair, the wiping tears, born with congenital heart disease, your father and I know, has not told you, fear you sad ah! cure the disease, can only wait for her to attack, and then, then ... ... cried for a while she went on to say: But you did not! between our brothers and sisters in the end you do not know how it? had such a good feeling, how suddenly to light like this? , have fun with your sister! turn to my side, efforts directed at me and smiled, I take off her oxygen mask, her weak voice, said: it! then we go, you stay with her, do not let her too tired! agreed to close his eyes!
long silence and hope I do not know what to say, she also has been hard to keep smiling at me, I'd rather she jumped up from the bed as before cursing me out! it! do not do that! ! is the brother Sorry, you! ? you? I? You are too cruel! A particularly tense sick mother, but also refused to let her go away, only to college in Beijing! shed from her eyes, over the cheeks of her, sinking my snout tears, go under the quiet, in accordance with her wishes she donated her cornea.
(3) her sister's suicide note
back home, I shut myself in her room, where you can still smell her familiar smell, I hung in her bed her paintings, a red sun rises from the sea, two people sitting on the beach, they sit side by side, girls one finger of the sun. I opened her drawer, she even took away all my childhood toys, as well as the two of us from small to large with a report card on the left is mine, the right side of her, there is a small print in the following: the idiot brother, grades are so bad, I must help him admitted to a good university! ! ! Well! Our common university! Who told me so good? Ha ha ha ha! Then there is her painting of a grinning smile. I was amused by her, the silly girl! Next to the lock on the drawer, I can easily stuff in her possession a small jar often find the key, which is her diary, there is that bloody piece of clothing. A full seven hours, I read all the words in one breath, close the book when I could not restrain himself, crying out loud, this is my first opening from small to large voice crying, pain, is What kind of pain, suffering what a bitter, his voice hoarse, his eyes have not see anything, the broken heart ... ...
diary Incurred us everything from small to large, Some I do not have the impression that she still did not remember, I know that she began to fall in love with from the third day, every day I suppress their feelings, she thought the pain and conflict has never shown before, a man silently to bear all this.
ming a tube. can you think I am? but I did not hate that! for you, can I have lost the ability to hate? ... ... Ke ... ...
brother:
you see my diary when I think I've gone away, you will easily find the key and open the drawer, I guess, right? Ha ha!
Please forgive me for small to large has been bullying you,UGG shoes, you as a variety of small office boy, I knew I was a willful little girl is not unreasonable, it is because your father and mother have been so well spoil me, I really want to leave you, could not bear to lose such a love!
also remember that Transformers it? It was the first time you fight for my toys, as well as the dress, the above is you, because I was a broken pipe Ming blood flow head, I always regarded them to hide in here as well as the painting, I really very like it when I was in college the first time to go home after seeing the pictures on the table I know, brother, you have my heart! Two people are painting us? Must have! I give it a name drawn from the
brother, recent heart is always painful, every time I think you will be more pain, I know my days are numbered, some congenital heart disease does not seem to live more than three years old , Ha ha! Maybe I have a long life of the! Brother, remember I told you that drama it? because she and Duan Yu is not the final truth siblings, not blood, Oh, pity that we are really siblings, the twins!
brother, I really want to stay in this world for years, and I want to see you married and have children, let me know you're really happy that I can go without care of. I would also like to teach you a few song, but you must remember the name Oh, I also want you to learn to draw, but you never taught me.
remember us climbing the slopes? I hope you make a wish before the Buddha is always healthy and happy, I hope we can do next life husband and wife! Also, remember that you woke up the morning blush thing? That night I had a dream I'm not your sister, we love marriage and happy life together ... ... I really hope that would be great. What do you dream? Did I dream?
I have always wanted to go to a place that is Canada, last summer had wanted to go with you, but unfortunately you do not agree! There are the world's most beautiful of the most spectacular Niagara Falls, really want to see the style ah, but estimates are not possible, if you have the opportunity to go there to see, help me take a picture and then ! Do not know the sky without a telescope? I would like to see the world in the above must be quite interesting!
Yes, I have a book it is that I save all these years, now all owned by you, delighted you? For as you give me a reward for 24 years work it! ! Wanted to be when the dowry when you married, huh, huh! The password is our birthday! Sometimes I really wonder why we are born with it? Is it really a lifetime ago the couple did not make it? But as impossible to do in this life ah!
brother, I really could not bear you, and help me take good care of Mom and Dad, you have been their hope, I'll be gone, they have only you, remember that filial piety is not allowed! In fact, they also love you, I may be the reason they are not so strong on your performance!
long diary ah, huh,bailey UGG boots, huh! You look tired? Write the number, there will be finished when the bear what way? Brother, my name engraved in your heart it?
then playing a song for me, I know you better than I have musical talent,UGGs, but unfortunately you did not seriously study, after playing when I want to me, I'm in heaven you can hear, because our hearts are always together, right?
dry my tears, came to the piano, the moon shines on the piano and just the right here, I sat down and gently stroked his hand every keys above which there are fingerprints sister soul sister, piano sound, is her favorite the ... ...
, listening to the familiar tune. An end, I slowly turned around, meal, there is a part of her ashes got on a plane, studying in Canada.
This is a sparsely populated country near the Arctic Circle, the road is laid-back white skin and blue eyes, I all the days in Vancouver fairly quiet, only in the dead of night would look at a picture of her silent tears. I like the climate here is never too hot, like my blood! have time I'll be at the Rim National Park, along the Long Beach again the walk again, I'm looking for something? or learn to forget?
Christmas is coming, I phoned home, school to put a week off, I decided to travel to her always wanted to go places, Niagara Falls!
saw you may not feel it is really hard to spectacular, standing opposite to the kind of shock it is to activate every cell of your body, I take a deep breath , greedy to enjoy the Creator with the gift of flight of angry water, the deafening sound, cold wind blowing foam sandwiched crushed face, people want to have the urge to leap!
do it! ... ... How do you think so? One of us in this encounter is not easy! smiled and nodded, Good name! My name is Cole. Nice to meet you! You alone? I came to Canada to study, I have to travel to school holidays! Where You Live? Sorry! I just feel your eyes like a man. Is not it? Is your girlfriend? Light is not very adequate ah? Because my eyes hurt, and since then I will be careful, wear eye protection it ah! Not blame myself, I like photography, in March this year, I was in Beijing, get yourself a darkroom develop photos, the results are not careful medicine into eyes, his eyes burned out! Fortunately, in hospitals, less than a month to wait until the cornea. I heard it was a very pretty girl, but she had a congenital heart disease, and now I do not know what she looks like. Not long after I was discharged to Vancouver to study the ... ... How the? I swear I would never lose you! I want to spend the rest of my life love you all the time to take care of you, promise me, give me this opportunity! You are my angel! I do not know why I believe in you! But intuition tells me you're a good man. If you can see, then bless me ... ... My Angel ... ...
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